There is a song: "Jesus you Open all the Right Doors". I often feel: "I can't open the doors". When I was particularily feeling depressed about this, it seemed God replied to me: "That's right, you can't. But I can." These last few years have been God teaching me this lesson.
2017 Oct: | felt God wanting me to change direction. In research, to start working on dementia and lighting. In teaching, to initiate a course at Yuan Ze University to help students understand the teaching of the Bible. I was afraid: Could I handle a change in fields? What about time? What about coworkers? What about failure? The school has rejected similar requests many times from other teachers. |
2017 Nov: | A brother at church (don't know very well) prayed for me (in Chinese), saying: "God will lead you in a new direction, it will benefit society. Don't worry about co-workers: God will provide. People (church) will not understand you". |
2017 Dec: | Applied to Ministry of Science (MOST) for funding to research light and dementia. |
2018 July: | MOST application fails -- disappointment. |
2018 Dec: | (1) Re-apply to MOST for funding to research light and dementia. (2) Apply to Ministry of Education (MOE) for funding to research how to better teach Physics. (3) Final approval given by Yuan Ze University for a new course about Moses's writings and Jesus's words and their influence on Western Society -- the first, for credit, course approved related to God at our university for years. |
2019 Spring: | (1) teaching Christianity course. God provided just enough co-workers for the course. (2) translating evangelistic Bible Study materials of "From Doubt to Belief" from Chinese to English. Build connection with Prof Hsu who helps me with project application and provides link to hospital. A graduate student (BaoLe) to start working on the MOST project (by faith in God that the project will be approved.) Looking back this was clearly God's mercy and blessing that the MOST project was not approved. Why? (1) In September, no foreign students came to YZU and I had no graduate students to work on the project. Thus it would have failed as no students to help me to do. (2) Was very busy with the curriculum for the new course and translation. The project would fail as I had no time. |
2019 Summer: | MOST and MOE projects both are funded! God provides meetings in Canada with Nafia (Ressam Gardens Hamilton) and Feng Qin-Yi (McMaster University) for possible research collaboration. |
2019 Sept: | God provides 3 new graduate students to work on the MOST project (all foreigners), a Taiwanese undergraduate to work on Physics project and a Taiwanese student to help with accounting. (More students than I have ever had under my supervision). My wife "happened" to meet Dr. Lee (a Christian) at the local hospital who is willing to work together on the 2nd phase of the project: clinical trials. Clearly God's timing is perfect! He is providing students, time, funding, collaborators all at the right time! I believe God is trying to teach me the lesson "To Look To Jesus" and not to be upset and frustrated by the waves and difficulties around us. |
2020 Future: | "Look to Jesus -- not the impossibility of the project" From my earthly perspective I am incapable of completing these 2 projects. It is impossible. But God's timing, provision of people, and funds in the past gives hope for future that if I "Look to Jesus" He will calm the waves. The Bible oriented course has now been presented for a 2nd time -- this time with very different students. The first time was mostly Taiwanese, this past time mostly foreign students. So teaching style must change drastically. Next semester looks to be 60% Taiwanese and 40% foreign students. |
Jon | Health: Praise that Prostrate gland still shrinking: Dec2018: 6.4cm, June2019: 5.7cm, Dec2019: 5.1cm diameter. |
Sharon | Health: Severe coughing she had for ~6 weeks starting in August has ended. Spots in the lungs were identified but not necessarily dangerous -- 6 months followup check. Some evidence of HPV cells in her cervix--her weak immune system (right side lymph nodes removed in 1997 as cancerous) makes her susceptable to sickness from which normal people are immune. |
Aien(Charity) | Praise God for (1) providing her with a parttime job this past semester where she can find out that she really likes teaching (2) her best marks ever in her studies at McMaster University. Thankful for the emotional support of Brother John Livingstone's family. |
Johann | This is his last year in Junior High School. Where will he go next? a highschool in Taiwan? He would like to go to school in Canada. |
Leon: | Enjoying school, very talented, likes to try to make his mother angry (often successfully!) 13 students in his class with 1 teacher and 1 assistant teacher. Great ratio! |
Ruth: | Is now also in music stream at school. She continues to talk and her violin playing is now tolerable! Her class has ~16 students. |
Marriage | Weekly Tuesday morning "dates" are increasingly enjoyable and a good chance to talk without children present (or me falling asleep) |